| Adios. |
[21 Jul 2009|12:12am] |
shifted. i'm out of here.
catch me if you can.
otherwise, ask me for the link.
(:
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| Buzzed Out. |
[12 Jul 2009|04:30am] |
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Michael Jackson - Thiller |
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hello people.
it's 430am, and i just got home not long ago from THRILLER @ butter factory!
i'm comfortably lying on my bed now, tucked in with my blanket with the air con blowing at my face.
didn't expect myself to be there again for the 3rd time.
we = loyal thriller fans. (kentaaallllllll only)
but yeah, today was the michael jackson tribute.
didn't go there prepared, last min then decided to go.
as usual, music was power packed.
too bad i had to leave early.
drank quite alot bfore going in. face rreedddd, but i like. hehehee. danced. partied. photos. (omg im prepared for cui photos again).
all photos are with jam and felicia, see them at facebook.
i want thriller again soon. ):
i love you jam, oliver, ari and felicia. we shall party again soon.
school has started, but it's still like holidays to me.
fucking shit, just got a warning letter frm lecturer for consecutively skipping lessons.
one more time and i'll get debarred or retaking the whole year.
fuck yeah. fucking shit.
school started this week, and i've alrdy skipped lessons for so many times, esp. mathematics.
i hope i wont get debarred. argh.
been drinking 2 days in a row again.
did some "bad" illegal stuffs ystd, drank, felt stupid, made myself stupid.
drank again today, got high blah blah blah.
i wanna put a hold for all these man.
and yes huiyi, "i shld better behave myself..".
i guess i need to.
before more shit happens.
the last time i updated this space was, 22nd july..?
tht's quite sometime ago.
but then again, i blog for myself, not others so yeah. doesn't matter.
not much reads this space either.
adios amigos.
"and remember, fish are friends, not food!".
HEEHEHHEHHEHE.
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| Party time is over. |
[22 Jun 2009|01:18am] |
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The Fray - You Found Me |
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i had my 3days 2night party "camp" over the weekends frm friday till sunday.
and when i got home in the morning today, for a moment i felt like i was dying.
because for the past 48 hours, i survived with less than 2 hours of sleep, ate only big breakfast and 2 fishballs, drank alottt with an empty stomach, and party-ed my heart out. (actually, not really)
first day: friday night.
there was, Jam, Charles, Oliver, Ari, Theeban, Sheryl, Mike and Niki.
our bbq was an epic failure.
totally fail. too last min. too many problems. so yeah, but oh well, at least i gotta eat some bbq food.
and i got to enjoy myself on the float.
and then i drank amsterdam MAXIMATOR. lanjiao beer.
so for the record of my whole drinking times in my life, i vomitted for the first time.
blurghhgfdfjgdh yucks fuck amsterdam blurgrhuifhiubgbd.
woke up: saturday morning.
we totally had no plans in mind all the way till night.
had breakfast in the morning.
swam for awhile again.
went to the games room to watch movies.
then some crazy holy jesus christian kids came to disturb us, wanting to use the room for some rituals. yes, rituals. and they're like 12-14 years old? omfg, brainwashed alrdy.
then we had to leave.
showered, and left for town.
walked arnd town, lepaked at spinellis for awhile. met up with ame, loon, yang, blim, berwin there.
then head to butter for Thriller!
when we reached there, it was only 10pm and the queue was fucking long alrdy.
so we queued, entered, fucking packed.
music was goooooood of course. drink, but didnt even get high at all.
smoke break at 3am, then me and berwin sian, cus not high enough.
so we decided to buy more liquor, drank outside again.
had to take shots, which eventually made me puke again!
feeling all good and ready alrdy, headed back in.
danced all the way till 430am, everything ended.
went to some empty place beside one fullerton.
and omg, the moment we reached there, everybody just lied on the floor and slept like dead fishes.
epic scene. LOL.
totally knocked out, when i opened my eyes, sun alrdy out. omg.
took a bus ride back to ollie's place to get our stuffs, then headed home.
died in my sleep after i showered.
forced to wake up at 7pm, for father's day dinner with family. -.-
came home at bout 8 plus.
continued sleeping till 12am.
one week of holidays gone.
one week left. siannnn!
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| Sad endings. |
[19 Jun 2009|01:59am] |
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Imogen Heap - Loose Ends |
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i've been too much sad movies these days. need some movies with happy endings please.
first it was The Reader, a beautiful beautiful love story, cried in the end.
then it was The Boy in Striped Pyjamas, goooood movie too, cried also in the end.
and V for Vendetta, slooowww i know, but why V die!!!
then it was Revolutionary Road, heart warming family movie, but sad ending also, cried too.
omg, i need some happy movies or chick flicks.
but then again, i hate chick flicks.
aiyo thambi..!
the weekends are finally here.
it better be power packed and awesome i rly rly hope.
don't want anymore shit to happen. ):
and i need to get back on track.
i wanna build up my portfolio.
time for some photography trips.
atiq: next week kay! go shoot for our assignment. we must score for it. :D
almost 1 week of holidays is gone. ):
got so much things undone. so much things to plan for.
ookay hopefully i'll be back with photos by the end of this weekends.
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| Slow it down. |
[17 Jun 2009|03:26am] |
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Snow Patrol - Run |
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sometimes, i wish my brain doesn't think that much.
i wish i could stop it, and not think so much.
i need to slow it down, these thoughts just comes into my mind so fast, i can't stop...
is it really what i want?
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| Holidays. |
[14 Jun 2009|11:10pm] |
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Coldplay - Yellow |
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holidays are finally here.
but it's only 2 weeks, which i bet is gonna be gone so damn fast. ):
but oh well, i finally have the time to stay up late to watch movies after movies and catch up with my tv series.
hoooorraayyyyeeee!
i have tons of assignment, hugeass tons of it, which i'm not planning to start till next week. don't care. i wanna chill first.
ystd, we had the what i call, 'time of our lives'.
we all just went, "ahh.. this is life man.."
sheryl: "i'm so happy/glad i know you guys, and that i'm actually here right now enjoying.."
we are just short of the god damned boat, and it'll be like the OC.
HAHAHHA tht's according to them.
okay enough about the boat.
but omg, i want the damn boat!!
looooking forward to this weekend.
partyyyyyyyiiieeee.
jam, your consent form is ready. hahahhahaa.
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| Bimbo moments. |
[12 Jun 2009|02:34am] |
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Interpol - Obstacle 1 |
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theeban: can you please go home and blog about this?
this was what happened:
theeban/sheryl: do you have to wear any uniform arresting these people..?
oliver: no la.. as a civilian.
me: oh... how does the civilian uniform looks like?
the whole grp starts smacking their own forehead, going 'wtf! wtf!' and laugh hysterically at me. ):
pointing fingers at me saying it's my bimbo moment.
HOW'D THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW RIGHTTTT. LOL.
OMG I THOUGHT CIVILIAN IS LIKE CIVIL DEFENCE SHIT OR SMTH. THEN GOT UNIFORM WHAAATTTT.
LMAO, OKAY LOR, MY FIRST BIMBO MOMENT LOR. AHAHHAHAHA.
(was told to look for clyda cus i didnt finish my homewrk)
miss clyda: eh you fail maths is it?
me: (thinking eh how come she knows i take math module and fail my math test meh? why is she asking me abt math?) uhh, yaaa. (in very normal serious tone)
miss clyda: huh really ah? (start laughing..)
me: uhh ya, i hate maths and i've been failing it. (in very normal serious tone)
miss clyda: aiyo no lah, it was meant to be a joke. cause you're supposed to do 20 pages of colour research but you only did 13.
-_____________________-
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| Save my liver. |
[08 Jun 2009|12:30am] |
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Klaxons - Magick |
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gees, i've been drinking for like 3 days straight man.
drink drink drink, get high, not drunk. partayyyyeeeeee.
my liver's gonna die man.
burning myself everyday with hard liquor. good or bad? idk man. i seem to like it though, haha.
so ystd was homeclub for ac slater.
alotttt of things happened man, shit happens, but our day still goes on.
really cant imagine my life without them.
i'd be home everyday doing life-less stuffs.
we self high outside homeclub first, finished the jim beam like lass than 20mins.
everybody was like happy and high alrdy.
went in, there wasn't any crowd yet, went outside, smoked and all..
our high has gone by then.
met up with some other pple, decided to get more drinks.
everything was perfect alrdy. ready to go in and dance alrdy.
yet theeban had to fucking take the cough syrup.
theeban = cough syrup= sleep = zombie.
and that's when all the shit happened.
not gonna talk abt it man. -.-
but at least in the end, we still had fun.
ac slater was disappointing though, the crowd was bad too.
left at like 430am, all went to oliver's place to lepak and they swam.
mac breakfast @ king albert park.
then went all the way to keppel bay at friggin 10am to lepak.
omg, almost died there.
after tht, wanted to visit och, but failed to.
then oliver just drive aimlessly arnd. until all decided to go home.
home sweet home at 2pm.
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| Karma or what? |
[05 Jun 2009|04:12am] |
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Steve Aoki - Gravity's Rainbow (Soulwax Remix, With Klaxons) |
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i just wanna lepak forever and ever and ever, can?
school is boring boring boring.
skipped 2 days, cus i was on mc.
thanks to theeban. who spread the fucking virus to me, amelia, jam, oliver, sheryl.
had a high fever of 39.2 fucking degree. i almost died.
and i'm having a bad cough now.
SWINNEEEEEEEE. baik ah, all quarantine. lmao.
everyday is lepak day for me.
reaching home everyday past 11pm, not earlier. (most of the time)
my mom asks if im pursuing a masters degree. -__________________-
sacarstic, because i always reach home late on sch days.
lepaked with the usuals today:
-school
-thomson for prata (wah fucking good sia)
-yap family clinic
-blasting thriller cd in the car again
-prank calling
-some really quiet and awesome reservoir
-VODKA
-speeding
-photo booth
-kwayteow goreng
-left 4 dead
-hxc dance
-hillview
HOME.
SSSSAAATTTUURRRRDDDDDDAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
OH YEAH!
I STILL THINK THAT IT'S KARMA HAPPENING FROM THE STOLEN LACKEROL SWEET.
FUCK LA, HAPPY GOT SO MANY PACKETS OF LACKEROL, EAT UNTIL DAMN SHIOK.
END UP HAVING DIARROEA. CUS OF THE LAXATIVE EFFECT.
DIDNT KNOW. JUST EAT ONLY -____________-
REALLY HORRIBLE.
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| Good game! |
[31 May 2009|02:50am] |
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Incubus - Mexico |
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arghhhhh i got so many assignments incomplete.
howwwww now brown cow. k wait, i hate tht phrase.
next 2 weeks gonna be busy i guess. siaaaan.
then there will be a short 2 weeks term break. 2 weeks ONLY. -.-
k better than nth.
earlier today i was reading on Satanism.
i actually planned to do it for my comm skills assignment. hahaha.
but theeban advised me not to, cus they dont like such topics and will be graded low.
very subjective.
okay point is, as i was reading through the satanic bible, i couldn't stop, i find it more and more interesting. very.
shit, i'm falling deeper. hahahaha.
here's one which got me continue reading:
The God you Save May be Yourself Follows up on the concept of "I am my own god" with a full explanation of the Satanic egocentric view of the world. This short essay states that as all gods are of human creation, worshipping an external god is to worship another human by proxy; therefore, the sensible, Satanic approach is to create your own god, namely yourself, and to "worship" this god. The result, of course, is to view oneself as the most important of all beings, and to adopt an unapologetically self-centered view of the world and course of action. - from the satanic bible.
ok enough of that.
went out at 7 plus today. met the usual grp.
headed to marina sq, then to dempsey, wanted to go House, but the people there changed our mind. hell, look down on us as if we couldnt afford tht place.
ok we left not cus we got no money, cus of the small crowd and age grp.
then lol, 8 of us squeezed into oliver's car.
loon, ame, jam, charles, theeban, ari, oliver and me. super packed.
cheap thrill! blasted the thriller music. halfway through, the police car was behind us!
hahahahah then all scared bend now.
lucky nth happened! we got away.
cheap cheap thrill.
lepaked at hougang for awhile, then headed home.........
a couple of events to look forward to frm next week onwards!! :D
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| Thriller! |
[24 May 2009|11:14pm] |
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Bloc Party - Mercury/ Herve Is In Disarray Remix |
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okay i finally went clubbing.
okay noob or whatsoever, i don't care.
what i care is, i had so much fucking fun with my friends!
huiyi, jam, ame, theeban, loon, ari, yang, zheyan, charles, mike, berwin, oliver, sheila.
even though the waiting was fucking sian, cus i think we queued for around 2 hours.
but it was well worth the wait.
once we entered, the music alrdy made us start to headbang to the beats.
got our drinks, but aiyo, didnt even feel anything at all.
we dranked before we entered, but sobered up bfore we got in.
so it was fucking sian.
but at the end, it was the music that made us high.
i still can't believe that we danced and jumped for 5 freaking hours straight.
not even a break. music too good for a break.
could tell everyone had a helluva time, everyone partied their heart out and danced. hahahaha.
everybody was fucking high sial.
and i think the only theme i would go for clubbing is Electro. other than tht, i doubt i will like.
hehehehhee.
i think almost everybody danced till our whole body is aching.
well mine is pretty bad. especially my calfs, im having a hard time walking now. cant even walk properly!
how am i gonna walk fast tmrw to sch when im usually late.
haha but it was all worth it.
i had an awesome awesome night.
everything ended at bout 530am.
at the last 1hr, my legs were damn sore alrdy. i thought it was gonna end at 4am.
then a few of us went over to clarke quay's mac to drink and eat bfore heading home.
oliver sent me and huiyi home, since we lived arnd the same area.
got home at 7am, showered, ate breakfast, read newsppr and sleeeeeeeep.
thriller again next month ahh! :D
the rest are all in facebook.
lazy to upload all here.
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| Double C-less. |
[22 May 2009|11:25pm] |
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idky but i feel like i wanna know you more.
i dont knw how, but i want to.
but i think this isn't gonna happen at all.
gees.
i dont have the courage and confidence to :(
i'm not usually like this.
this is RARE.
if only i got the 2 C's.
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| Brain damageeeeee. |
[17 May 2009|01:55am] |
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The Dandy Warhols - I Love You |
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week 4 is over. which is equals to a month also.
i'm starting to get bored of school. no more cheap thrills. no more excitements. no more new stuffs. well, that's school life afterall isn't it.
okay, i just wanna stop talking about sch.
just hope sch days will be brighter and more fun.
ystd, went to Angela's birthday party at some condo at marymount.
it was a poolside party, but i didnt bring any extra clothes, so yeah, sat there and watch them swim.
wasn't intending to go at al actuallyl, cus i don't knw the bday girl, but after 3 days of psycho-ing from yang, he made me go in the end.
good job, yang.
felt alittle awkward initially, cus i don't rly know the pple there. but after awhile, it was better, when i started talking with the rest.
made friends and all, talked to pple. it was all good, i guess.
so ya, apparently i drank my heart out ystd. cus i was supposed to drown my sorrows.
drank like cans of beers, i nvr liked beer, but somehow i finished cans of it ystd. then had hard liquor as usual.
i drank, i did drank quite alot.
pple kept giving me drinks, but i still didnt drink till i drop. idk why.
i've nvr drank till i knocked out bfore. i was sober, and i can remember most of the stuffs that happened. (well, not all though)
siaaan, nvr down, still sober ):
and apparently, some dude's face was on my hp's wallpaper. -.-
some dude named, elwin, edwin, or idk what/who. cant even remb.
nothing happened though, not what u're thinking. lol.
alot of good and hxc drinkers there.
everybody was friendly, was glad.
most left early, and only a few of us stayed, till about 6am, we left the place.
i had to take a bus back to batok alone.
which i slept like a pig in the bus and had to be woken up by the bus driver when the bus was alrdy at the interchange.
fucking grueling ride back.
got home in the morning.
slept all the way till 7pm. had no plans for the day. wasn't intending to go out.
but charlie and maha texted.
so met them for supper - sup tulang fucking good shit, then went bowling and lastly, I FINALLYYY TRIED LAUGHING GAS.
K NOOB AND SLOW, BUT IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME SHIT.
lol, fucking brain damage, fucking cheap thrill.
we did it at little guilin and we sounded like pontianaks laughing. fucking echo in the whole forest.
it fucking attacks my brain and lungs and stomachs. ahhahahahahahaha. fucking fun shit.
fucking cheap thrills.
and honestly it's attacking our brains and we're all in a stone mode now.
i feel fucking stoned now honestly.
quite amazing i can still type this.
cus i did it like half an hour ago only. -.-
so gonna do it again at the next party.
uh huh!
okay, i've did whatever i can.
brain damage, lungs damage, liver damage, my health is fucking up pretty badly now.
you only got one life, one chance. do whatever u can. (; *winks* LMAO DIUWHUFUBWFOUBFOBFHDH
of course i've got some personal reasons.
just wanna get distracted and not think about some stuffs
okay, fucking emo shit.
whatever.
more cheap thrills please!!!!!!!!!!!
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| How's life? |
[13 May 2009|01:38am] |
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Klaxons - Atlantis To Interzone |
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how's life to me now?
i would say it's pretty monotonous now. there's no more 'ups' in my life. sigh, been quite sometime.
hmm school's been okay, so far so good, but i need to stop skipping math. i skipped the whole of last week's math. and this is gonna continue, i won't stop skipping. got a feeling i will retake this module.
why can't math just be as fun as other modules like color theory, photography, design fund?
other than that, joined a cca in sch: LEPAKKKKK ah dok~
mhmm.. hahahaha.
other than that, been picking up some bad habits too. don't know to just continue or just stop.
classmates been okay. finally found a grp of classmates that i can click with and hang out.
on the side note, i'm having thoughts of transferring course.
because of my indecisiveness, i don't know if this course is rly what i want yet.
had a long thought last night, i realised i wanna go more into the advertising side.
but course transferring would be tough for me, cus afterall i got into this course through interview. and i convinced my lecturer this was what i wanted. so yeah.
other than that.
my appetite's growing smaller and smaller.
i used to eat like a fucking fat hungry pig, and cant stop buying food.
now it's like, im hungry, but when i ordered my food, i always end up eating half of it.
this has been going on for weeks.
i guess my mood really does affect my appetite.
it's either my mood has been affecting it or, i just seem to lose appetite. i've got no more cravings these days.
well except for paddle pops. been hunting for it like mad.
and i finally got it just now. got 10 sticks!
made new specs just now too.
what else is there to talk about in my life?
relationships? ha, nothing to talk about. single for life. :(
friends? ups and downs.
family? been okay, nth's changed.
myself? bad, really bad.
i was walking home just now, i saw 2 rats ran acrossed the road. pretty huge and pretty near me.
so i imagined, what if the 2 rats ran across me? and i happen to accidentally stepped on one of them.
picture this, i wanna run away from them, but they also panicked, and i accidentally stepped one of the rat's body, hurting the rat, it looked up to me, and twist it's head and bite my feet so i would let go.
after imagining that, i tripped. -.-
i really tripped myself.
cus the thought of it is just too scary and freaky.
imagine a huge rat! with a fucking long tail with teeth! just bites you fucking hard, and u wake up the next day having some fucked up disease.
blurrrrgggkrjkejbfkjerbf yucks! blurrghhhhefoiqffjoreif.
ok enough.
"hello, my name is angeline, i'm your friend... erm do you still remember me...? sighhhhh"
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| Thoughts again. |
[02 May 2009|12:38am] |
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Black Sabbath - Paranoid |
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sometimes i love train rides home alone. cause that's when my thoughts start flooding my mind.
i wanna study the human mind.
i wanna know how to read people's mind.
i wanna know how to read faces or masks.
i know not everybody think the same, you can't change that fact.
but i believe you can make them think the way you want them to, with a little thing called, mind games.
i wanna know
i wanna know the key to playing with people's minds.
i wanna be able to find ways to read people's mind.
i wanna learn the psychology of the human's mind.
i wanna understand insanity.
i wanna know how to define a person as insane.
i wanna know what is the line between a normal mind and an insane mind.
how do you know if someone is normal or insane.
at what limit do you call someone insane?
i wanna understand the complicated mind.
but i wanna understand the simple mind more.
i wanna know if death is really pre-arranged.
and even so, by who? god? no.
is there really such things as, "your time is up"?
i wanna know the after-life of death.
i wanna experience near death kinda situations.
i wanna make people understand the word grateful.
i wanna make people understand not to take things for granted.
i wanna know what is it that make me willing to sacrifice my own life for someone else.
i wanna know how karma works.
i wanna know if there's a way to fight karma.
i've always wanted to study psychology.
but a friend of mind once told me, "eee.. if you're gonna study psychology, i won't wanna be your friend".
well, is it that scary?
"People think i'm insane because i am frowning all the time.." - Black Sabbath.
"Never Be Mediocre" - unknown.
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| School. |
[26 Apr 2009|08:16pm] |
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Gossip - Standing In The Way Of Control |
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i've gone though the first week of school.
haven't rly got used to it yet. haven't rly get to know any classmates yet. haven't mingled with my classmates yet.
all of them have termed me as the loner and quiet girl in class. but well, i'm not.
just haven't feel rly comfortable and be myself with the class yet.
soon, i hope.
well, most of the classmates been saying they've felt the stress and pressure alrdy.
erm, how come i don't feel it. that's not something good though.
i guess i'm still in the holiday mood.
everyday, every break, after school, the first thing is to call the usual grp.
that's the reason why i don't have any close friend in class. i always see them hanging out in a grp, and they'll shout my name whenever i walk past.
i feel so much like the outcast.
but well, my classmates are okay, pretty friendly and helpful pple.
hmmm i wont judge yet, it's only the first week of sch. there's still a long way to go.
lately, my days haven't been so bright.
i don't know what to say.
just only.
i'm not expecting alot, really.
let's hear each other out.
i'm stucked here for more than 1 hour, i don't know what else to write.
just hope my days will be brighter.
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| Reality. |
[13 Apr 2009|04:33am] |
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Automatic Loveletter - August 28th 3:30 A.M. |
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i still can't get over the fact that school is gonna start in a week's time. despite the fact that i alrdy had 1 and a half years of holidays, i still think i still dread school. i need to adapt to this new lifestyle. no more late nights (which i think i will still continue doing so). my body clock is gonna change a whole new 360 degrees.
sigh, it's the last week of freedom. yet i don't have much plans for the week. how sad.
but i've got a list of things to do.
1. cut my freaking damn hair, snipping away at least 4-5 inches.
2. dye my retarded current looking hair colour, hmmm probably just something brownish, no more ultra bright colours.
3. get a new pair of shoes, (everybody have been telling me so), eyed on the topshop canvas alrdy, i still can't decide black or white!!
4. get a few more tops, sick of wearing my stuffs over and over again.
5. fix and collect my 2 real vintage watches. (one for huiyi, we've got a couple/bestie watch) lmao.
6. get a new laptop, most likely a macbook, since that's what my course needs.
7.
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10.
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on the 11th of april, 2009:
met huiyi, we had like 5 speedlites to play with, so headed over to punggol, yes again.
reached there, on the spot, havent even take out camera, it started raining.
totally spoiled our mood.
so went to town instead to shop.
when we was about to leave, we bumped into erzuandy and his 2 friends.
so he ask us to tag along, and we went to this pub to drink.
i had a huge freaking fat glass of hoegarden. one word: shiok!
and that made me reek of beer/liquor the whole night, so i couldnt go home.
so me, huiyi and erzuandy decided to do some midnight shooting, since it's been quite sometime we've shoot and seen each other.
walked arnd city hall area to town and did some shooting.
finally played with cross lighting, so here's the effects:
that's cross lighting, so yeah, finally got the hang of it, so which means, more photoshoots coming up!
anybody want some band shots or personal shots, tell me..!
okay, we shoot till about 4am in the morning, huiyi took the night rider with me back to gombak.
only to realised i've got no key.
so we decided to just walk around gombak, sat on a bench, and had some heart to heart talk. LOL.
all the way till 630am!
then she took the cab home.
woke up at 3pm, and met huiyi again!
cus we planned to go for the flea..
reached plaza sing, coincidentally met yang and brian. swee swee, so we went there together.
and then met up with jam and charles there.
i didnt manage to get anything though, huiyi did.
then recieved some calls, telling me that my parents and family found out i've been drinking and shisha-ing.
because of some big mouth relatives i have.
how amazing can gossiping be, i've got no relatives in sg, so it's either from indonesia or msia.
they saw my photos on facebook and decided to talk abt it to my mom.
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that's not the point.
i wasn't really affected or worried or scared. i was quite amazed myself.
because i think, i'm mature enough to know what i'm doing and i will know how to explain to them.
it's not about convincing, it's about the trust i give them.
so i walked home, not troubled about it.
reached home, they just ask me one or two questions, there's wasn't any quarrel, no shouting, i just answer them the way they want it.
so yeah. (:
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here are some photos i've edited when i had the time:
there's more in my flickr account.
i've shifted and updated my flickr. so in the future, my photos will be up there.
i'm still updating it, still have more photos not up yet.
this is my link:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rodentstooth/
okay, it's 5am now.
and i'm dead tired.
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finally back from my 5 days, 4 nights of chalet.
it was a blast, all of us had so much fun.
although very little people turn up, it was how we planned it, we don't need a huge ass grp to have it.
there was me, huiyi, tsuhaw, jasper, ben, siewling and jianming.
initially it was just 4days 3nights.
when we're supposed to check out on the last day, we were too tired, too much things all over the chalet, so we decided to just extend one more night.
i'm not gonna go into details of what we do each day. it's too long.
5 days, 4 nights of chalet :
- bbq food for every dinner even breakfast.
- 3 bottles of liquor to burn (chivas, johnny walker black label, king robert's scotch)
- getting high and wasted for the first 3 nights, stopped for the last night cus we got sick and scared of it.
- drinking games
- truth or dare
- swimming every single day and night, wild wild wet
- arcade
- spending lots of money (all of us are willing though cus it's a rare occasion)
- seeing the whole of wild wild wet filled with indians, cus it was some indian family day festival (i swear it was fully packed with indian familes, me and huiyi freaked out and we left the place after an hour)
- chicken rice
- watching hell's kictchen and family guy
- channel news asia, politics
- dance, trance, m.i.a
- the white auntie
- fucking nebo card
- burnt the chalet's chair (they've been calling me for the past 2 days, and idk what to do. haha fuck care)
- stole ntuc's shopping cart and kept it in our chalet room for usage
it was just 5days of fun, fun and more fun.
and i'm officially tired.
photos are with jasper, can't upload yet.
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apart from that, school's starting soon! :(
i've seen my classmates, and i must say i have a tough 3 years ahead. i can't click with anybody.
i just hope the class combines, not class 01 and 02. cus the people the other side seems to be more fun and i can click with.
big huge *sigh*
just saw my time table, at least something to make me happier, no school on fridays !!
whooo long weekends for me! :D
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THIS IS HOW I'VE SPENDING MY DAYS :
Watching movies after movies late night, turning in everyday only at 6am.
Recently i watched, I Am Sam. That particular 2 hour movie, made me cry more than 8 times throughout the whole movie.
Although i know i'm abit slow cus it's a 2001 movie, nevertheless, it's a great movie. Acted by Sean Penn and Dakota Fanning.
Another movie i've watched by Sean Penn is Milk, another great movie of cus. And i must say, Sean Penn is an excellent actor.
I've got alot of movies to finish before school starts! :D
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Hahahhahahaahahha.
Me and huiyi came up with ideas of cooking ourselves. So that day she came over to my place, shopped at the supermarket (my fav past-time) and we decided to cook Beef steak, cheesy potato salad and aglio olio style pasta!
Best home-made dishes ever! :D
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Dinner at Dempsey Hill at Magarita's. Mexican food. With my Sis, Benson and Huiyi.
Damn good food, esp the beef.
The best part is still the Margarita's we drank! Very nice mix of alcohol. :D
That's Benson. My good long lost Bro since young, whom now has become my mentor who will guide me through.
I've learnt alot from him, whom i look up to as a big brother. Mere 25 year old and very very successful. (:
This is the thing about me and huiyi as besties.
We always let each other know who our friends are, who we're dating, our families and who we're hanging out with.
So yeah, i brought huiyi along and let him know benson.
Hahahha and we're enjoying ourselves pretty very much everytime. Right huiyi? :D
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Supper, dessert at Conrad Hotel's Oscar's.
With Benson and Huiyi.
We had a huge fish tank bowl of ice-cream. Sinful once again! :S
Been twice to Oscar's, first time was a buffet with Benson.
Didnt quite like the food, though there's alot of seafood, but very little variety.
But service and ambience was defintely good.
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My first time watching a movie in Gold Class cinema. Been there twice as of now.
First movie was Gran Torino. Well, i've always been a huge fan of Clint Eastwood. So yeah, defintely a good movie.
The service at gold class is awesome man. Hahaha, huge sofa-bed for me to lie on, with blanket. Food to go along.
I had Baileys to drink along during the movie! :D
2nd movie was Marley & Me, i was nvr a fan of such movies, just there to accompany benson. I didn't like the movie though and no, i didn't cry. I guess i'm cold blooded? Because after everybody watch it, most of them cried. Gees.
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Photography trips every now and then. Need to build up my portfolio, need more photos!
More more moreeeee..!!
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HAHAHHAHAHAHHAH.
AND PS: i use 4 pieces, but twice! so timesx 2 !!
HAHHAHHAH LMAO.
Yessss, late night chats and nonsensical stuffs with huiyi.
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SO YEAH.
Basically, you can see, i see and meet huiyi on almost everyday basis.
We've only got each other! But it's okay! Hahahha.
:) :(
Chalet coming up this thursday to sunday with Huiyi, Jasper, Ben, Tsuhaw, Ling, Jianming!
Although it's just the few of us, we can definitely have fun. Hahahah.
Can't wait, pretty excited for it!
And gees, bfore that.
I have Orientation on the 31st - 2nd. I'll probably just go for the first day.
Excited also! Okay not exactly excited, i just wanna know how my classmates are! :D
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